M-Fucker!

there went my links again...

very odd, as I made no real changes.

it's getting closer and closer to Movable Type time.

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Girl with the same first name as my sister and the Jewish last name (but she's not) emailed me the other day wanting to talk about 'where we are headed'.... which was a bit of a surprise..... I'm fond of her, but she's always dodging the subject when things get around to really talking about how we feel about something.... I've always been cautious, and have settled into a frame where we just hang out, outside of a dating scenario.

She's cute and smart (and even has a daughter!) and I'd often think about geting more involved, but always come back to her 'walls' (not that I don't have them, but I think I can objectively say that I've been more open and candid with her than I have been in the recent past).

anyways, we got together last night and had dinner and talked... from my persective it was nice.... but I'm unsure how to read her.... she spoke of being relieved that there was clarity.... but I wonder if she's looking for a little more drama (not neccessarily in the negative sense) in her life, which I'm not really prepared to indulge in.

side note: She works for a Major Software Company in Redmond, perhaps you've heard of it... and gives ME grief for being a geek.... almost makes me want to go back to dating actors.....


OW!!!!


(solly... I bith my toungth agigh)